It's kind of a rare occurrence for me do one of these since my life is so dull. ;w;
So, life has happened since my last, little update(whenever that was)
. College has been an experience, I'm sadly still without a job(but I'm still applying everywhere available!), and life with the family kinda really still sucks, too. This year has been quite the bumpy ride, but the new year is fast-approaching! Hopefully, I can get my shit together before 2015, or at least lighten the stress for me so that next year won't be the year I admit myself into a insane asylum. Or kill myself. Or both, in that order.
out of all my joking, this is where I must say I'm being the most serious.
I know not what the future holds, so I can only prepare myself now in any way I possibly can.
This thought has been in one of the deepest, darkest, most-isolated parts of my mind, but I think I might be ready to bring it to light. I soon, maybe sometime around the new year, I want to start doing requests/commission/art trades/etc. I know that I'm faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
from being a decent artist, but I need and want to practice drawing different characters, body types, species, hair(I really fucking suck at drawing hair, tbh
, so on and so forth. I know this is probably a really, really dumb move, but fuck it. I need to be more confident as an artist and I believe this may help me out a lot more than me just being afraid to step outside of my comfort zone. BTW, prices will be cheap, both point-wise and over PayPal. I don't deserve a whole bunch of cash for my shizz, but I still want to feel like I'm not just cheating myself over. Will give further details sometime soon. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooly jeez guys. Christmas is almost here!!! ;w;
And in spirit of the holidays, I may
be doing some Secret Santa stuffs. I say "may" because complications may occur and stop this before I ruin something for myself and/or others. I'd hate to build something up only for there to be no payoff. That just ain't right. If I do 100% decide to do this, I'll give out more info first week of December.
Well, that's about it for this journal. I'm gonna go watch more Vinesauce now. Bye.